whoever said birthdays were special?

so i turn 15 today and IT IS the worst birthday ever. the crappiest things have been happening all at once.

my grandmother passed away because of cancer. she lived for 2 years without a whole stomach.

because of that, i was forced to sell away my Jason Mraz concert tickets and i've been looking forward to this concert since i heard he was coming. i was so bummed i cried 3 times in 2 days because of this.

i was not allowed to go for band exchange either. its my only band exchange that i'll ever be involved in in my whole life. great....

woke up this morning and my mom didn't even bother that it's my birthday.. at least my friends actually cared. when i got home with a present, my mom actually said "oh! its your birthday right?". wtf.

my dad refused to buy the current iphone for me. he says he'll buy the new generation one for me instead. i wasn't born yesterday, like i'll let myself believe what you say.

i missed so many lessons. i can't catch up with A. Math and i flunked it by getting 9/50. i hate math. my hatred for math hasn't died down at all since i was nine. whoops.

my mom decided to black mark my name by telling straight to my form teacher's face that my physics teacher can't teach without realising he IS my physics teacher and he called me in class twice today just to ask if i understood what he was talking about.

i went to shower just now and realised there was a beetle on my towel only after i finished showering.. i had to wear my clothes while i was soaking wet.

i spent my birthday by going to school, going for CCA coming home and sleeping, then having dinner while watching a hannah montana rerun and showering with a beetle after that.

on the upside, i managed to pass english. only 7 people in my class passed. and i've got this cute bear, the only present i received today. and.. i don't see anymore upsides...

i'll make sure the next post is a happier one.

oh, i think the chemistry teacher who set the test paper is a click fan because there were only 2 questions which had names in it and the 2 names happen to be Ben and Joe... or maybe it was just a coincidence..