SOOOOOO.......

so it truly has been ages since i have written a blog, and while not much has changed not much has stayed the same either....

I am working at a new job now, and it was what i thought to be my dream job, but it is maybe turning out to be, not exactly that. I am frustrated and while its a job that i have to stay there some nights, i am homesick, I have never been the type to ever get homesick, but i find myself , crying before i go to sleep most nights. I miss myt boyfriend, when i am there. and i dont feel 100% happy all the time.   I am trying to to do my best, and make it the perfect job i anticipated it would be,  IDK what will become of this latest endeavour i have taken on in my life? But whatever hapens , happens for a a reason, and it is just another challenge in the roller coaster, that we all call life! 

I am very happy that i am getitng to see TC5 this coming week, maybe a good concert , by some good friends, will make my mind a better place.  LOL though its been two years since my last blog, the one thing that has not changed is ... still loving, that one special someone that came into my life almost two yrs ago.  Maybe he is part of the reason , i am so homesick, or maybe its just that i ahve grown and matured in my life , and the type of work i am doing is no longer the dream job , i once percieved it to be!