call center blues..

ok so today is the first day of the brooks brothers 25% off friends and family event. nd boy let me tell you ive never loathed my job more. but i really shouldnt because in like 3 months time i wont have a job because we are closing this facility nd its moving to enfield ct.

**may 26, 2010**

that was written almost a month ago. we found out that we start 'letting people go' august 14. i dont know how i feel about this. but i do know that we have 2 MASSIVE sales pretty much back 2 back of eachother. nd well that will be probably like 2 or 3 checks of wonderful overtime. which i think ill use to go see my boy. nd hopefully itll be during a rave or something. i wanna see him dj so bad. lol like we talk about it nd stuff but its kinda like i can only get the time off for a weekend nd if hes playin a show it would suck bc hed be workin then there is that after party that im sure hed be doin as well..so id see him like 12 hours? lol

but with that being said, its been brought to my attention on numerous occasions by a few different people that i lost my edge. nd ive changed. now this i can kinda see bc well i went from listenin to some heavy stuff nd goin to ozzfest to like not haha i mean i still heavily enjoy the music but i started to hang with people where it wasnt as accepted so i kinda toned it down. nd in tuen doing that kinda just killed that part of me. i listen to old skool stuff like flaw nd ill nino nd ra nd i just kinda wonder who id be today if i still listened to that all the time nd didnt really listen to 'mainstream music'..i mean if i still listened to heavy music would i have started to listen to tc5 nd if i never started listenin to them i woulda never stumbled upon atom or nate camapny, nd let me tell u although id probably be a lil bit richer i wouldnt know the talented and awesome people i do now. well i mean i *might* have but i dont think id know them as well as i do. which when i think about it, its kinda scary bc ive become pretty close to loads of people.  but alas i gonna give the heavy stuff ago again and see what comes of it. maybe my 'edge' will return but ill still be who i am now, just with the heavy stuff introduced. we shall see how this goes...

ive also joined a gym, but the main person i was supposed to go with has kinda bailed out on it so a replacement is in the works! lol well see how this goes as well!! lol

kbai♥