I feel bad for not updating this in a while. I'm sorry. I just honestly don't have much to say anymore. My life has fallen apart, and I feel like blogging doesn't help. But I did want to come back and find out how everyone is doing. If you're still blogging, comment this and tell me how you are! I'd love to hear from you all!

Love, Laura.

I haven't blogged in a while. I guess I should apologize for that. Things have been really hectic with life. Some things became better and some things became worse. I can say now that I have changed. I have changed a lot. I don't have much to say. I lost someone close to me. I'm afraid I won't get him back. It sucks. So does life move on after that? I don't know if it will. I don't know if I'll get back up from this road block. I just don't know.

And I wanted to cry. These kids, these 8 year old, and two 10 year olds came to visit me today. They are staying with my good friend Greg, and are going around to schools and churches, singing and everything. So I told Greg earlier in the week that I wanted to meet some of them. So this morning he brought these three little boys to see me and I was thankful he did.

I seriously wanted to cry. They sang me a song, and oh my gosh, they were amazing. And they were so funny and it was just an amazing moment in my life.

And then John was with Greg's Mom and myself standing to the side, and he was telling me how the school he goes to doesn't have enough pens. And that if he wasn't in the chior, he wouldn't have been allowed to go to school, because he doesn't have any money. And that's just horrible. I seriously wanted to burst into tears. So that's why the children are going around and singing to different places, to help raise money so that they can attend school.

And when they left they called me "auntie" and they all three hugged me. And I was so grateful I got to meet these three. And I'm going to work even harder to help the people out from Uganda.

Love, Laura

Framing Hanley was amazing. Just wanted to make a quick update tonight. I saw and MET Framing Hanley. :) It was probably one of the best days ever. They are so much better live. And so nice! OMG! LOVE THEM!

Haha, I just realized that I beat 2008's concert list. I saw 10 bands in 2008, including the whole year...2009 isn't even over, and I've already seen 13+ bands. Ahaha. This is great. Plus, I'm seeing Framing Hanley again in September (hopefully) with a bunch of other bands in TN at buzzfest. And then probably a concert or two in between then and november. And then November 28th I'm seeing ALL TIME LOW, WE THE KINGS, HEY MONDAY, and THE FRIDAY NIGHT BOYS!

2009 has been a good year, minus summer drama. Let's keep it coming. :)

Bands met this year lets see...: Morning Of, The Bigger Lights (EEP), The Maine (EEP EEP) Madina Lake (EEP EEP EEP), Brent Reed(local thing), and Framing Hanley (EEP EEP EEP).

Man, I love concerts. Hahah.

Anyways, headed to bed. GOODNIGHT!

Love always, Laura

I'm completely aggravated, and no offense, but I'm going to end up taking it out on you One Lovers.

I'm furious with the way things are turning out. I'm not going to name people, for I fear that they will one day see this rant, and things will not end up good if that happens.

1) You have completely taken things that people say and then say that it's not good enough? Or just ignore it? That's very shallow of you, and this needs to be stopped. People put their hearts out there, and it's like you don't even care. I'm done calling you names, because I realized that I'm better than that. But you, you need to consider this: Stop being mean. You are hurting people. kthnxbye.

2) I'm hurt. And it hurts that it seems like you don't even try to make things better. I have been in a fairytale ladn for the past two years that we've been an "us". It's been amazing, and you've been there countless times for me. But when I ask you to be here for me. It hurts when you get "mad" or "upset" and we don't talk for days. It hurts really bad, because I'm madly in love with you, and it seems like it doesn't even cross you.

3) You're my best friend. And I hate to see you go down the wrong path. I really can't stand to lose you, already almost losing you before. I can't deal with that, because you are one of the only people in this world that truly understands me. You're like my life line. You mean THE WORLD to me, and yet I feel like you're slipping away. Tell me that you're not. SHOW ME that you're not. I'm on my knees begging you. Please.

I'm sorry for that rant guys, I just really needed to get that out.

And thank you to those who replied to my help blog. You guys rock. :) I actually made a video for this project someone is doing and, though it's not the best, I thought I would share it with you guys.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lA_zxnya3jU

Anyways. Enough of this blog! I'll update again soon!

Love always, Laura

This guy is like yelling at me and I can't understand what he's saying! He's got the wrong number! Soo stupid.

So what's up The One Love bloggers? I'm sitting here, chillin' out, listening to Madina Lake's new CD. It's ballin'. ahahah. I'm bored too. Dang.

Short update. Not much. Thought I'd blog. Might do it again soon.

Much love, Laura

Hey guys. I haven't blogged in a while. Crazy things have been happening, but I'm here now.

Actually I come to The One Love for some help! HELP I SAY HELP! not help for me, but help for probably the most talented band I've ever heard in my (almost) sixteen years of life.

The Click Five.

OUR boys need you're help. And I know that I will do ANYTHING to save this band. To help them. To do anything. I want to so bad.

But I suck at ideas. So that's where you guys come in. See, I'm about to go make a flier and stand on the side of some street and pretty much hand them out, screaming their name. I want them to get more popular, get promoted more.

So you guys help me with ideas? Please? For the sake of amazing music, let's help The Click Five!

Love always, Laura

hey guys. sorry it's been a really long time since i blogged. i guess my mind sort of just strayed away from The One Love. jeez, ive been busy with summer. gah. haha.

anyways, how is everyone? i am doing excellent. just chillin'. only three weeks of summer left, damn. :/ i still have to do my summer work.

I got my new ATL shirt in the mail! WIN! :D It's awesome. :)

new click boards up. fan made. still awesome. :) check em out' if you haven't. http://clickboardies.freeforums.org/index.php good job to whoever made them. :)

anyways, short update. busy doing work. ttyl.

Love, Laura

Should blog for the one love. XD I tweeted him that. Maybe he will. Hopefully. That would be awesome.

Anyways, what's up one love bloggers? I'm sitting here in my room, staring down this computer, trying to think of what to write of this letter. My mind is dead. Can't think. Fail at life.

So I talked to Jade and Haley tonight on the phone. That was fun. lol. That chat was extremely crazy and funny.

Uh. I don't know what else to say...kthnxbye.

Love, Laura

Oh man. Okay so today I had 2nd period and 5th period exams. (I SURVIVED HEIDI NELTNER...long story). Anyways. Today was a hard day in fifth period, saying this, I mean that it's my favorite class. I've made SO many new and amazing friends in theater this year, and it's so hard saying goodbye to the ones that are moving, and to the seniors, and to ones that I probably won't see over the summer. It's depressing. I took like 100 pictures, just in theater today. XD 

Anyways, LAST DAY TOMORROW! Oooh, I'm excited for summerrrrr! 

Love, Laura

P.S. Did anyone see the New Moon trailer earlier this week(i think)? :D

The last week of school. It's always the toughest, eh? 
You're saying goodbye to your friends that you might not see over the summers, saying goodbye to seniors, finishing up on homework and last minute things. Everything going hectic. Yep, same here for me. It's been a pretty crapped up last week and I'm hating it. The only thing keeping me from ripping someone/something to shreads is that there is only 3 days of school left.

So I've almost already lost 3 (I think) friends this week. One, going somewhere(I think), the other is moving, and the last has decided to drop out of high school. It's stoopid.

Its just sooo stoopid. lol. monday when my good friend Donovan dropped out, I was bawling my eyes out while he was sitting behind me talking to Haley, and he kept patting my back and trying to get me to look at him, but I didn't dare let him see me cry. It was soo heart breaking. And so I wrote him a letter and gave it to him after school and was like "here.." and left with that. This is a guy that I used to like sooo much and I'm not sure how I feel about him anymore. I think I still like him. And that makes it harder. :( 

I just feel so upset right now. I can't even talk about it anymore.

Love, Laura

And then I will be a junior! lol. I'm just so happy that I've gotten all of my work done with these last 2 weeks. I was really behind and now I'm caught up.

So what is everyone up to? I'm sitting here, in thought. I've been just really down for some reason. Things have just been going on and I don't know. Just kind of down in the dumps.

This weekend is hectic. I got a project for my final to do tomorrow, and a funeral on Sunday. Gonna be busy all day both days. Sucks.

Well I just wanted to get a blog in. It was boring, I know. TTYL.

Love, Laura

So, today was probably ranked in one of the top 10 worse days of my life. Why's that? Oh, well yesterday, today, and next week is dissection day in biology. F**K that! No way, no way, no way am I EVER going to do that to an animal, that used to be alive.

So today, 4th period, I walk into Bio just like any other day, worn out from climbing 28957923 stairs, cause I come from the basement to the top floor, BESIDES THE POINT. lol. Anyways, I sit down at my desk with Haley. Mr. G goes over how we were dissecting crayfish today. We grabbed our lab reports and I headed to the lab room. I head over to my desk and froze where I stood. Oh, did I say the class before me was dissecting CATS the period before? No, I didn't. I was disgusted by what I saw. A poor kitten, dissected, LAYING RIGHT ON MY DESK! RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY CHAIR! RIGHT THERE, IN FRONT OF MY FREAKING EYES! I turned around and walked out of the class, till Mr. G got rid of that poor kitten and cleaned off my table. I sat down at my desk and laid my head down, bawling my eyes out. I couldn't stop crying. It was one of the most horrifying sights I ever seen. Cody went and got mine and Haley's crayfish, cause' neither of us would go get it. Haley sat there rubbing my back saying "it's okay, nobody is gonna make you do it," cause' I sure as hell was NOT going to do that. So that dumbass teacher of mine comes over and stupidly says, "Laura, what's wrong?" WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK IS WRONG DUMBASS!? I HAVE AN ANIMAL THAT USED TO BE ALIVE AND HAVE FEELINGS, DEAD, RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!

I wouldn't say anything. I'm done with that idiot. So Haley goes, "Laura and I are having a hard time with this. It's against our beliefs." Well, teachers aren't allowed to ask what your beliefs are, religious or not.

So idiot goes, "Well, what's your beliefs?" I had my head down, about to stand up and punch him in the face. Haley went on to explain how we would rather not dissect an animal, and he goes, "Well, it's already dead.It's fine." NO, ITS NOT FINE MR. G!!! So Haley got into an argument about the whole thing and goes on to tell him that we are vegetarians, and this is wrong and not fair. So he goes "well, I hope you feel better Laura" and walks away. NO! YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY TO FEEL BETTER! I DONT CARE IF YOU WERE TRYING TO BE NICE! NO! So, Haley and I sat there while the others did it, and our crayfish was untouched. So when it came close to lunch, Haley wrapped it up in a paper towel, stuck it in her purse, and ran outside to give it a funeral. lol.

So that was my lame ass day. It just totally screwed up my day. I was actually having a good one before that. Thanks Mr. G. I hate you.

Any comments on dissection?

Love, Laura

Yep. I am. I'm not as pissed off as I was last night, but I still think that Adam deserved to win. Kris, yeah, he did an amazing job singing throughout the whole thing, I just liked Adam better. My own opinion, don't hate me.

I just thought Adam was more unique and more...what's the word i'm looking for...uhhh...I don't know, I just think that he seemed to be the one that a lot of people thought would win. But, in the end, he didn't.

I think it'll be okay. Adam won't be under American Idol contract, which will give him more freedom, I think, to do as he pleases. Kris on the other hand, I don't know what goes down with the whole "Idol Contract" thing, but I think I heard, it's like less freedom to do whatever.

Anyways, congrats Kris Allen. You win. lol.

Adam Lambert...what the heck were you wearing singing with Kiss last night? XD XD I about died laughing. It was adorably awesome.

Anyone elses thoughts on Idol Season Finale?

Love, Laura

So I am sitting here, alone. Not really. But I'm alone in this room. It sucks, but oh well. I'm extremely EXTREMELY BORED! Like, I can't even explain it. There is NOTHING TO DO. And it's Friday night, which sucks even more. The only thing that I am doing is writing up character descriptions, trying to figure out how I'm going to make this song into a monologue and talking to my friends Ashley and Greg.

So, I feel in the mood to write a new spoof song to something. But I can't descide what. Any ideas? I'll give you credit for giving me an idea. :D

Comment here with ideas/songs. I'll love you forever! lol

Much Love, Laura

So everyone knows that before I posted that I loved Danny Gokey. Over the past weeks I had grown tired of Gokey and moved onto Adam. (lmao) And now Gokey goes home. I feel sad. :( I liked him, and I know he's gonna make it big no matter what. (Was Paula crying? I know I was.)

But Adam made it. Adam and Kris finale.

Adam will win.

The end.

Love, Laura

So, I don't know if anybody has heard of The Bigger Lights before, but I'm in love with them. XD But I saw them last night and omg. One of the best nights EVER! EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Let me tell you about it. :D (I'm gonna copy my myspace blog, cause' I don't feel like rewriting it all, lol.

So I got there about 4:00. I thought that concert started at 6, so I waited and waited two hours. Found out, they don't start till 8:00. I was thinking "FUCKKK NOOOO!" I was sooo tired of standing and waiting, but it was worth it. So I was by myself, cause' nobody was there except bands, and the guy from "The Secret Handshakes" merch table came out and was talking to me and shook my hand and his name was Ryan and he was really hott! Anyways, he called my friends lame for not coming to the show. I just laughed and agreed with him. Then this other guy came out and sat down, he was from the band "The Morning Of" or something like that. Idk, I forgot. And we talked for like 10 minutes, just about the show and stuff. I heard a small practice session with him and his band. They rocked! After that, I waited and waited, a few bands came by and asked how I was and talked for like a minute or two. And then people started to show up, because I was the only one there for the longest time (in the end there was only like 10 people standing by the stage and a few ppl getting drunk in the back). So the doors FINALLY opened and I was the first down there and got my spot. A few others came down and THEN I SAW J.K. ROYSTON! (Guitarist/Pianist/Keyboardist for The Bigger Lights). I went up and talked to him for a while and then asked for a picture (Pictures will be up tomorrow. Gotta get the wire from my friends). HE WAS SOOO NICE. And smiling and all this stuff. I went back to my spot at the stage and thats where I saw him...TOPHER FREAKING TALLEY! Oh man, I think I'm in love. XD I got SOOOOO nervous to go up to him, and I don't know why. I stopped being nervous after a few minutes, and walked past some people and went up to him.
"HI TOPHER!" I was smiling and being so weird. He turned around and was like "HEYYY! How are you?" Even though he didn't know me. We talked and talked AND TALKED for everrrrrrr. I got a picture with him eventually and omg, I about died because I was gonna shake his hand but he gave me a hug instead. :'D I about died, fer reals. I wanted to just kiss him and hold onto him and not let go! HE'S LIKE A TEDDY BEAR! XD Hahaha. Anyways. I said bye, even though I was gonna come back later and talk, and went and got a picture with Dan. XD We didn't really talk much. Anyways, I went back to my spot and remembered that I needed their autograph. So I walked back over to uhhh...Topher first. Yeah Topher. He smiled and smiled and I could get lost in that smile. I could talk bout' it for hours.......................................................okay anways. lol. I let him talk to Kaitie and they talked for a while, but I didn't get her an autograph. I forgots. lol anyways, we talked for a few more minutes and then I went and got autographs from J.K. and Dan. I asked them about the stickam fail last night when they were on and they just laughed and apologized saying it was a bad connection. We all just laughed and I finally went to my spot.

THEN THEY CAME ON! I don't remember what they sang first. But I knew everyyyy song they sang. :D Topher would touch my hand a couple of times, but it wasn't until "Goldmine Valentine" till he knelt down in front of me and grabbed my hand for sooo long and sang with me. Oh man, it was completely heart melting. I was about to die or pass out of something. And then their set was over. I after that, went upstairs to get money from my mom and went back downstairs and over to their merch booth and they smiled when I walked over. I bought their CD and got the free poster from them and had them sign the poster. Then I was like "I'm sorry I'm so picky. *laughs* But can you sign just one more thing?" And Topher goes "You can be as picky as you want to." I died again. They signed it and said that Ryan and Dan would be done to sign it soon. I waited and waited and waited. But they were really busy. So Topher walked over to me and was like "Do you want me to go get those signed for you?" And I just died again. Soo sweet. So he took my CD and poster and went out to the back and came back about five minutes later while the other band was playing and got really close to my ear and was trying to make it so I could hear and told me something, but I couldn't really hear. It was okay, Cause' I think his mouth ending up on my ear(? It felt like his mouth or it was his cheek or something, I don't care! lol) Anyways. He smiled and opened his arms up to hug me and I hugged back. And then it was over. I left happily with my three autographs. About three hugs from Topher, pictures, and a smile. :D

I'm still smiling. I CANT WAIT TILL THEY COME BACK!!! I NEEEED TO SEE THEM AGAIN! lol.

Anyways. That was my last couple hours. SO AMAZING. I'll put pictures up tomorrow.



Much Love,
Laura

Okay, so that was my night. I can't express how excited I was, and still am. It was amazing. I love those boys. XD

Was amazing!!!! Absolutly my favorite musical EVER now. :D It was just so funny and well put on, I couldn't help but die laughing in my seat. Even though, the seats did suck. Had to be cheap and buy cheap tickets. Ended up having the last seats in the house, all the way at the top. Of well, was still fun. XD haha.

Anyways, my week is going good so far. I had a really good day at school, the first time in a extremely long time. English teacher didn't give me any trouble, passed my biology test(yay!), and made a new friend. XD Just a good way to start off a good week.

So I just finished watching my recorded program of "Taking 5" from yesterday. Didn't get the chance, got home too late. But I love that movie. I could watch it 24/7 and it won't get old to me. XD

Let's see. So I went to the big "Parrott Family Meeting" that my grandma called for my aunts and uncles and my lil' family. It was actually a big surprise. See, my family and I have been in bankrupt for a really long time, and it's really hard to get out of when my dad is just helping. So my grandma gave all of us (my dad, aunt/uncle, aunt/uncle) $10,000 each. So this is going to get my lil' family out of bankrupt! And it's just really awesome. And I'm really happy. So good week, good week.

Everyone take care.

Love, Laura

Feeling a lot better since my post. Sorry for the rant last time, I just needed to get my emotions out. 

Anyways, how is everyone? I am doing okay. Just tired of school, glad tomorrow is Friday. Babysitting my niece. And then Sunday is AVENUE Q!! I'm excited. I need this to make my week finally be better. :D Anyways, I'm too tired to finish posting. 

I'm gonna head to bed, because school, it's late, and I'm dead tired. I'm gonna post again tomorrow.

Love, Laura

So, I really don't know. I've been so depressed lately and it just keeps getting worse and worse. I was just starting to feel better about life and then all this crap.

I'm flunking out of school, my friend just tried to commit suicide, and now my dog died. Life really sucks.

We've had my dog for 11-12 years, and I'm a mess. I miss her like crazy. It was weird. She got sick over the weekend, and we called to get her put down at 3 pm yesterday, and so my dad came home from work and she had crapped herself, and he cleaned it up. He went to the bathroom and heard her yelp. Went out and she had peed. He cleaned it up and went upstairs to call the vet to see if he could bring her in earlier. Five minutes later, he came back down stairs and she had already died. She died at 1 pm yesterday. And I don't know what I'm gonna do without her. When I would leave in the morning she was there, when I got home, she was at the gate, waiting for me. And now she's gone. And I can't stop crying.

Life sucks. The end.

Love, Laura

On April 25th, the international community will unite to deliver the innocent from Kony's reign and ensure he is brought to justice. Thousands of participants will gather in 100 cities across the world to abduct themselves and raise the banner of the child soldiers taken by Joseph Kony.

Those abducted will leave their homes and walk to an event location while carrying their supplies on their backs. At the site, they will then wait to be "rescued" - this requires a certain amount of media coverage as well as the attendance of pre-determined cultural and political leaders. Depending on the size, scope and fervor of the specific event locale, those leaders invited to The Rescue may be a Congressional Representative, State Official, local mayor or local business/media figure.

At the event, participants will write letters, create art/photo projects and seek out media attention in an effort to petition the US, European, Canadian, Mexican and Australian government to develop a strategy and support existing efforts to rescue Kony's child soldiers.

This event will begin in Cincinnat, Ohio(Newport, Kentucky). It starts on April 25th at 3:00 pm, at Foutain Square(to those who know of that) and we walk with our camping gear to the Purple People Bridge(again to those who know, if not, contact me at fall_out_girl967@yahoo.com). I will be participating in "The Rescue" to help the abducted child soldiers. If you are in town and are thinking about joining, then come! We can have a party and go together! Just email me and we'll figure plans. 

Help the abducted child soldiers! :D 

Abduct Yourself to Free the Abducted Child Soldiers!!!!!

Please join in!!!

Peace and Love, Laura

What to do, what to do, what to do!!!! WHAT DO I DO?! I lost my voice and now I can't sing...or talk! And I love to do both outloud! AHHHHHHH >_< :( :( :( :( Any ideas how to get better and FAST? I'm gonna die here if I can't soon! Wahh! 

On other news. I don't have any....Sadness. I'm out of things to talk about. Anyways, help me with my voice problem please!

Love, Laura even thoughs he can't talk.

Hello Hello Hello Hello Hello!!!! What's up everyone? Still eating Easter candy? I'm working on my white chocolate bunny right now. :) yummm. lol. So let's see what's going on in life. Um, listening to Madina Lake (Of Course. Always am). Eating my white chocolate bunny. Watching the news. Listening to my brother and dad being weird. And yeah.

SO IM GOING TO SEE AVENUE Q FER SURE! May 3rd! Going with my friend Marc. OH MAN THIS IS GONNA ROCK! I love this musical and now I finally get to see it live!!!

"If you were gay. That'd be okay. I mean cuz hey! I like you anyway!"

"The internet is really really great (For Porn)."

"It sucks to be me, it sucks to be mean. It sucks to Brian and Kate. To not have a job, to not have a date. It sucks to be me!"

Gonna love et!!! Gonna be in Ohio for 16 dates! But I'm going on the last day. XD But still gonna be awesome.

I'm on a sugar high. I should probably go.

Love, Laura

So those of you who are in Canada, Happy Easter Monday. Not sure if that is Easter there or not, or if it is a sign for anything, but yeah. lol.

So I'm sitting here, alone. T_T I'm pretty bored, as I await an idea for a story/song/poem anything to pop into my head, while listening to the amazing Madina Lake. :D I love them! And they are playing at Warped Tour this year. HOLY COW IM EXCITED!!! Also, Every Avenue, Bayside, underOATH, Escape The Fate, and some other amazing bands are gonna be there. Mostly excited for Madina Lake, Every Avenue and Escape The Fate, but the others are good as well. :D Anyone planning on going to any of the dates this summer? If your in Kentucky, you should come July 29th and chill with me. I'm a pretty fun person to go to concerts with. :P lol. I like to mosh. Hahah. But anyways, I wish they had All Time Low, and The Academy Is at Warped Tour like they did last year. Oh man, that concert was kick ass!!! Amazing. Met All Time Low. LOVE THEM! Sweetest guys ever. Esp. Jack Barakat. lol. I was like "Hi Jack!" and he was like "heyyyy" and took my hand and like we made up some handshake. I don't know how to explain it, but if I see Jack like I'm supposed to in May, I'll do it with him. XD

Anywayssss. AVENUE Q NEXT WEEKEND! But I can't go. I'm disappointed. Friends birthday next weekend, so I can't miss that. Sorry Avenue Q, I'll have to catch you one of the other dates. :( Sadness. Oh well. They'll come back soon. But the musical is HILARIOUSSSSSS! I love it!

So the pizza man is walking up the driveway now. Gotta go.

Love, Laura

Yep. It's Easter. So Happy Easter everyone! Sorry for not so long of a entry today. Not feeling it. Maybe I'll post later.

But yeah, Happy Easter!

Love, Laura

So I'm sitting here, on the phone with my friend Marc. Shocker? Not really, I talk to him about this time every night, and make weird goat noises on the phone with him. Fun? Yeah, it actually is, cause' goat noises is aka for making fun of my damn English teacher. XD She's mean, so we can do it. :) lol.

So Easter is in about 40 minutes here in Kentucky. Happy almost Easter to those who have the same time difference as myself. And Happy almost easter to those who dont. lol. 

So a few weeks ago...like idk two weeks or three weeks ago, I had an accident with my new phone...it fell in the toilet. Wah! I really liked that phone too. And now I have my stupid old phone that barely works. Yay? NO! T_T lol.

Love, Laura

I'm sitter here. A lot on my mind I guess. Pretty much just stupid stuff like "I'm bored," and "I need someone to hang out with," and "I'm tiredddddd". Pout, pout, pout. That's all I do. Haha. I'm such a whiner. :P So but really. I am super bored, and tired. Haha. I think I wanna go to the mall today, but I'm broke. Dang it, someone lend me money? :D lol I'm just jokin'. Actually, I have about $5.00 but thats not going to get me anything. And I have to save it. But...I think someone has been stealing my pennies out of it. :P

So let's see. School. I'm failing badly. I should have gave a damn things year, but I was too buy goofing off. I wish I could go back now and do it over. Guess it's too late. I'll just have to tough it out for the rest of the year and see what happens. Theater is probably the only class I like. Right now I'm designing the costumes for this summer's adult theater show. It's "The Wedding Singer", and I'm really excited about helping with the designing. It's going to rock!!! lol.

What else...um. I think, I need a vacation. Good thing spring break starts next Friday. But I won't be going anywhere. I don't ever go anywhere. Because my life is boring. Haha.

So I think I'm going to go for a walk after I shower. Someone still needs to tell me an interesting story. Maybe something non fiction? It can be ficiton if you have nothing too interesting about real life, but its all good. Story please, I'm begging for something to amuse me.

Love, Laura

I'm sitting here, and I was bored, so I decided to blog. Because I don't blog a lot, and I really need to start doing that. I just get so occupied that I can't consentrate and I'll have to stop writing a blog, because yeah. I don't know. Just being random.

So, Sarah just came over. And we chilled. And she massaged Jake's leg(I don't know...) and it was really awkward, because she kept trying to get me to do it to, and I was like "Noooo thanks. Don't feel like touching his leg." But it was just awkward. And then Alyssa and Jake left and it was Sarah and me. And then her mom came and she left. And yeah. 

Umm. What have I been up to recently...hmmmm. I guess not really much. I've been reading a lot. Mangas. I'm such a loser. So I'm still into Japanese dramas. :) They make me happy. lol. What else...what else...what else. Nothing really.

Someone tell me a storyyyy. D:

Love, Laura

Okay, so lately I haven't been blogging for personal reasons. :P Don't feel like sharing them, but it doesn't matter now, here I am! Miss me? Of course you did, cause' I'm just that fabulous! XD Of course, okay. So how is everyone doing? Myself, okay. Bored most of the time. Sitting around, watching Japanese dramas. XD I love them, and I don't know why. Okay, I know why. CAUSE THEY ARE INTERESTING! XD But I have a new obsession at the moment.

Ikuta Toma! I LOVE HIM! Oh man, he is awesome!!!! <333 I'm such a nerd. lol.

Anyways, tell me whats up. See ya.

Love, Laura

So I'm sitting here, trying to help Melly with a song. I was going through some old facebook messeges, and I found something I sent to someone who breaks things. lmao. Here's my song.

la la la la la la
the click five is a cool band
la la la laaaaaaaaa
melly loves them, but is really mean
la la la la la joey breaks things, and blames them on ethan(inside joke), when we all know its him because one time he broke the Boards for like a week and everyone was sad.
la laaaaaa.
kyle likes to sing and walk up stairs,
joe is too shy and needs to not cut his hair
la la la la la la la joey stop it. you're breaking things again,
laal alala lalaa ala lala
and ben has yellow hair

so you would have had to uhhh be there for the inside jokes, probably won't get them, but oh well. lol.

I'll probably post a real blog in a few. Gotta finish helping Melly.

Love, Laura

Tonight was so stupid! None of those top three could sing that well. I hated HATED that pick! I wish that there could be a re-vote. Or something. Or IDK! I JUST HATE THOSE PICKS!

But what makes me mad the most is that Nathaniel Marshall didn't go through. THATS WHAT MAKES ME MAD! One of the only ones that I liked in that group! He could sing! HE CAN SING PPL! WHAT THE HELL?! ugh! I'm just so mad.

And then the stupid wild cards come on and they put my worse nightmare on there.

STUPID @#&%(^(#@@#%@ TATIANA! WHAT THE HELL?!?! COME ON!  OH MY GOD! WHY TORTURE ME?! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATEEEEEEE HER! She can't sing! She's too much of a drama queen! I hate the fact that they put her in the wild card. And if she makes it, I'm done. I can't stand her. She's so stupid. She really can't sing people, can you open your eyes?! GOD!!!

Tonight just made me mad to the max. I'm so pissed.

And sorry for ranting, I just had to get that out of my system because of how mad I am.

>_< >_< >_< >_< >O >O O< O< IM MAD! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Laura

Okay so American Idol comes on tonight. I think it's the results of group two of the top 36.

Group one turned out good. Two of my favorites made it into the top 12.

-Danny Gokey - I love him. I love him. I love him. He's amazing, he has an amazing voice, I think he has the vocals to make it to the finals.

-Alexis Grace - She's beautiful, and she has serious vocals going on. She's awesome.

Also Micheal Starvia(? idk if thats his last name?) is okay. He made it into the top 12 with his song choice of "I Don't Wanna Be" by Gavin DeGraw. Great song. He sang it okay.

Danny Gokey sang "Hero" by Mariah Carrie(? is that her last name? idk. XD) He blew it away. Amazing job! I loved it. He's amazing.

I don't remember what Alexis sang, butttttt it was awesome. Whatever it was, she sang well. :)

I AM SO GLAD THAT TATIANA IS GONE!! Does anyone else feel the same? I hated hated HATED her. She was annoying, she is a drama queen, and I didn't think that she sang THAT WELL. She was okay, but I didn't like her. I'm just glad she lost.

So tonight we'll find out who the next three going in are.

I'm hoping it's Adam Lambert. I LOVE HIM! He's amazing, he has the voice(and he's really hott XD). But he has amazing voice. I hope he makes it far.

And then next week is the last of the three groups. All I know is....NATHANIEL MARSHALL BETTER MAKE IT THROUGH TO THE TOP 12! Or I'm gonna be pissed! He's one of my top three favorites!

1) Danny Gokey, 2) Adam Lambert, 3) Nathaniel Marshall.

I love him! I really want him to go to the finals! Yeah, he cries a lot, but he's so adorable and really good at singing! I LOVE HIM!

So that's my opinion on American Idol so far. lol.

Love, Laura

so...I wrote a story today. And it's really weird. But I'm gonna share it here. :)

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It was all like a dream…actually, it was a dream.
THE CRAZIEST DREAM!!! But it was the best dream EVER!!

It all started at the park…there were these squirrels…and I remember thinking “OH MY GOD, IT’S A SQUIRREL!!!”. So I chased it, and chased it and chased it…until…I got distracted…by some leaves.
BUT THEY WEREN’T ORDINARY LEAVES. They were…magical leaves. If you just even look at them…you turn into the first animal that you think of…
I thought of penguins. Penguins named Ben Romans. And so I turned into that penguin.

So there I was…a lost, little penguin child. And I remember thinking, “hey…I want some tacos.” So it was just like me to go walking down the streets of down town Cincinnati…as a penguin.
Everyone looked at me, but I just replied saying “what?! I’m a penguin! You never seen one before?” Yeah, but after that I just ignored them…because I was going to get tacos.
Yeah…tacos. :)

So I walked into the taco shop and went right up to the counter and ordered some tacos.
BUT THEY REJECTED ME.
…because I was a penguin.
They kicked me to the curb. HOW RUDE!
So me, the poor little penguin child, went tacoless…and went back to the park to talk to my squirrel friends.

THE END

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I is weird, I know...

Love, Laura

Hey guys. It's been a while since a blog, and I was talked into blogging right at this second. lol. (Mel). Umm, I'm off for a snow day right now at school. 2 days in a row. It's pretty bad here. It's hard to open up the back door. lol.

Anyways, Mel and I made a new spoof song. XD Idk if you guys heard AddictedToJoeyZ, but it's on youtube. lol.

This spoof we made to "About A Girl" by The Academy Is. XD It's called "About A Nerd" lmao. But it's really funny. lol. We have one line left. My band will probably record it onto our myspace.

www.myspace.com/RawrRawrMonsterMusicYeah

Our first song sucks, because I messed up in the middle of it, and it threw us off, but it was fun to record with my friends. Hahah.

Add us! XD

Anyways, I'm bored. Well not really, I'm talking to Mel.

Bye.

Love, Laura

Have any of you dealed with your parents divorcing? Or did when you were younger? Or now even.

It sucks. It bites. And it's not fair.

This year has already turned out to be the worse so far. And I thought last year was bad, this has already started off as a bad one.

My parents are getting divorced. I'm moving. And I'm bummed.

So hello The One Love people. <3 :D I am back, again, and ready to blog. Holidays always take me away from the computer, so when holidays come and I don't blog, then I'm with family. *yawn* oh well, they can be cool sometimes.

Anyways tell me about your holidays everyone. I'm dying to hear.

Mine was great. I got a bunch of cool stuff like my new music player, and a camera, xbox 360, and some other stuff.

Anyways, have a happy new year, and be safe.

Love, Laura

Hey everyone! Happy Holidays from me to you. :D

I hope you all had a great christmas, or whatever you celebrate, and I hope you all have a safe and wonderful new years (when it comes. lol.)

Love, Laura

Yo Yo Yo! What's uppp everyone? I am back to the blogging. Sorry I haven't in a really long time, things with school have been hectic, and then I had a concert on Friday, which was A Decade To Die For and I got their autographs. You should check them out. THEY ARE AMAZINGGGGGGG <333.

Anyways, got any plans for the holidays? Not me. lol. I'm staying home, because I have nowhere else to go. And my parents don't wanna go anywhere, so here I am.

I'll be back to blog probably on Christmas. Be safe, and don't fall on the ice, if you have any. We do. XD

Love, Laura

Hello Hello Hello Hello HELLO! :D I am FINALLY back. Sorry I haven't updated in so long, things have been hectic. School, for the most part.

I have exams this week, so things will be mega tough and hectic. But that's okay. But I might not update till Saturday, cuz on Friday when we get out, I'm going to a concert, so that's where I'll be. lol.

What's up people? Me? Oh nothing really. I've been at my friends house that lives in OHIO this weekend. It was fun. XD Since she lives a little while from her club house(like pool/work out area) we were going there, so we borrowed the car, but her dad said we could only drive it up there, but we drove it around the complex. XD Oh well. We were sneaky...like spys. lol.

So. I'm just about finished with my song. Yep, it takes me a while to write. But it's getting there. :D I'll let you guys here it next time. I'll record it. :D

I should be getting off, and getting back to studying. I'll update on Saturday!

Bye!

Love, Laura

Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi. I feel in a much better mood today. I don't know. I guess it was just a certain boy that made me feel better. (I.A.N) Anyways. What's uppppppppppppppppppppp? lol. So. I've decided that next year I'm not going to the same high school. I can't take it. So I quit. Not school, just that one. I QUIT I QUIT I QUIT! XD

Anywayssssss. I'm making shorts this week. I have a stupid sewing project in Life Skills. DX I have to make shorts. I DONT EVEN WEAR SHORTS AND ITS LIKE -35 degrees here! What am I gonna do with shorts?! XD Wear them on my head?! Probably.

Has anyone heard of "Boyce Avenue"??? I am totally in love. <333

Love, Laura

I've got a lot of issues that I need to take care of soon. Because if I don't, I'm going to seriously crack. I just...I don't want to feel like this anymore. I feel like what I'm doing in this world is wrong. I want to change this. I need to...because one day I'm going to die, and when I do, I'm not going to die happy. And I want to fix that. But I don't know how.

Anyways, I'm tired. So yeah.

I'm gonna cookie chat now. Bye.

Love, Laura

I really do at the moment. Things have been just crazy. i feel like whatever i do is wrong. It's just...I don't really know anymore. I'm flunking out of high school, it feels like my parents hate me, and I just don't know what to do anymore. I just wish I could...I don't know! I need answers!

On other news. I found the words to my song. They just came to me today. The only thing that really made me happy. Only have a chorus, but that's okay for now. I just need to keep working..

Maybe someday you guys will hear it. ;)

Love, Laura

I don't know why...but I really feel like doing that right now. Maybe it's because I'm tired, and I need something to keep me awake....or maybe it's because I have nothing better to do with my life. You decide. But otherwise...I want some.

I'm sort of...I really don't know the word I'm looking for. But...I need inspiration. It's just...this song..I can't fit the words to the meaning behind it. Like...I'm coming up with this great idea for a song, but I just can't find the words deep down inside of me. It's crazy man. I just want to be able to write a great song with a great meaning. But writers block has me right now.

Things have been...I don't know, strage, I guess. I've been having this urge to speak out against someone that doesn't have the same opinion as me. I want to share MY opinion with the world. I wish I could, but that is never going to happen. Do you know what I mean? I want to be heard.

I want someone to be proud of me for once...

Yes, yes they are. Mel and Dani told me to blog about them, so here I am blogging about them. They are a lot of fun, except I get yelled at for my husband(XD not really husband. he's my "husband") breaking everything. lol. But it's okay. He's <333 lol.

Anyways, I haven't blogged in a while. What's up people of The One Love? Lawrah is in the house. lol. Just kidding. So I went and saw Twilight over the weekend. IT WAS LOVE! Seriously. I'm going to marry Emmett Cullen. :D

So that's all the news really.

Uh...bye.

Love,

Laura

Has it really been a year? It's been so hard for everyone, including the fans. Casey was amazing, and it really just sucks that we can no longer go to concerts and watch him do the thing he loved. It's hard. And I didn't even know him.

It's really hard not to cry. And I think everyone understands if you do. If you've grown to love Casey, though you didn't meet or know him. He was a goof ball. He was sweet. He was amazing. It's just really hard.

Today is the one year of his death. And everyone deserves to be able to cry today.

Casey was loved, and he lived an amazing life.

And if you're taking this hard still, then let me leave you with this poem.

I got it at my cousins funeral, and I think it's appropriate to show everyone.

I’m Free

Don’t greive for me, for now I’m free.
I’m following the path God has laid you see.
I took His hand when I heard Him call.
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day.
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I found that peace at the close of the day.
If parting has left a void,
then fill it with remembered joys.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
oh yes these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life’s been full, I savored much.
Good friends, good times, a loved one’s touch.
Perhapes my time seemed all too brief.
Don’t lengthen it now with undue grief.
Life up your hearts and peace to thee.
God wanted me now; He set me free!

Whenever I get sad, I always look at that poem, and know it'll be okay.

Casey wants us to be happy. So let's try for Casey.

We love you Casey Calvert. And we miss you terribly. Rest in peace you screaming angel.

You are forever missed Casey. We love you.

Love,

Laura

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. I just saw Hawthorne Heights like 2 hours ago! OMG! :D :O :D :O :D I'm so freaking happy right now. Like, you don't even know. Let me explain to you what went down.

Okay, so they were having an acoustic show first at Shake It Records, and so I went to that one. I waited for like an hour, and then the four amazing boys walked in. I gripped the letter that I wrote for them in my hand, as I pretty much bounced up and down in place.

Micah(My love), saw me and smiled, as he got his guitar out. JT and Matt went into the back room, and Eron started to set up his drums. I watched, and waited, and watched, and waited, till they were finally ready.

I was right there in the front, being so excited. They played about 5-6 songs(I can't remember, I pretty much had a heart attack), and I sang to each of them. :D After it was over, they announced that they were signing autographs across the room. Everyone went over there, but me.

I went up to JT and was like "Hey JT!" And he looked at me and was like "Heyyy!" and I gave him a high five and was like "You guys were great. I wrote you this letter." And he looked at it and looked at me and smiled, and said "Thank you so much! I appreciate it!" And then he gave me a hug and told me they were signing autographs and doing pictures.

So I went and waited in line, which only too like five minutes, and then I was in front of them. Eron was first. I was like "Hi Eron!" and he signed my poster, and I got out my friend Haley's journal, and was like "Can you sign my friends notebook? She couldn't make it." And he was like "sureee! is she coming to the show tonight?" And he signed it and passed it along, as I walked in front of Micah. I was still faced towards him and was like "No, she can't come." And he was like "Oh damn it. That sucks." And he smiled at me, and then I turned and faced him.

MICAH! :D For some reason, I wasn't nervous AT ALL. I was like "Hi Micah!" and he smiled and was like "Hi!" and he shook my hand, and I was like "I wrote you guys a note. I gave it to JT." and he was like "Oh, I know! I saw you holding it during the show. I'm def. gonna read it after this!" And he smiled at me, and I gave him a high five, and moved onto Matt.

Matt didn't take to long. He was kind of quiet. I was like "Hi Matt! :D" and he said hi back, and then passed my things over to JT.

JT smiled and was like "hello again." and I smiled and was like "Hi JT." And he signed my things and was like "are you coming to tonights show?" and I was like "Heck yeah!" and he smiled and was like "Thanks for the letter. It was amazing."

And then...it was over. *sadness* But that's okay, because my concert experience wasn't overrrrrr!

We headed to the Southgate House(Which is where HH shot their video for "Nikki FM", and I waited 3 hours in line(I was second in line), got my ticket, and then waited another half an hour, and that's when the first band came on. I didn't hear their name, but I think it was something that had "Decade" in it. But they were from my town actually. Like my exact city. They actually live about 10 minutes from my house, which is so strange! It surprised me. I talked to Derrik(sp?) who was there singer, and we chated about our town.

The next band that came on was "The Mile After" WHICH WAS AMAZING. I kept waving to their bass player, I think his name was Mike or Micah(I can't remember), and he kept waving back, and he was really hot! lol. :D

Then Tickle Me Pink came on! :D They...were...amazing! Like seriously, they rocked my socks! Their singer is super hot! And has an amazing voice! Hahah!

Then Emery came on. OH, MY, GOSH! They, were, amazing. Everytime one of them would get near me, I would reach up and touch them! Awww they were great! AND! I GOT THE DRUMMERS DRUM STICK! HELL YEAH BITCHES! IT WAS AWESOME!

And then...and then...and then...HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS CAME ON! Damn...they are amazing. Super amazing. So amazing, I can't think of any other word than amazing. They played like 02983759823 songs, and I sang to each of them. :D And then....ERON THREW HIS DRUMSTICKS! And, guess, who, caught, one. YEAH! THATS RIGHT! MEEEEEEE! I GOT ERON'S DRUMSTICK! I GOT ERON'S DRUMSTICK! AHAHAHH! YEAH YEAH YEAH! And then everyone cheered "One More Song!" after their set was over, and they came back on, and played "saying sorry". After that, Eron threw his drumsticks again, and I caught one again! But, I felt bad for the girl next to me, because she tried really hard to get one, and so I gave her that one. :D Cause' I'm just nice like that.

And then...it was over I left.

IT WAS AMAZING! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I LOVE HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS! I LOVE CONCERTS! <333

♥Laura♥

Edit: I had to cut the pictures out, because they streched the page. If you want to see them. Add me on myspace and look in my albums then.

Okay, so get ready for the most fan girl blog ever. Hahahaha.

So yesterday night, I went and saw ALL TIME LOW w/ Mayday Parade, The Maine, and Every Avenue. One word can describe my night: Amazing! Like seriously, I about pissed my pants during the whole thing. It was that mind blowing.

I mean, yeah I've been in the pit for All Time Low at Warped Tour, but that was a few months ago. This is fresh in mind! Muahah! :D Alex looked sooo hot too! HAHA! Alex<3

So we waited outside for a few hours, and then I saw him walking by. JACK JACK JACK JACK JACK JACK JACK! That's right, I met Jack Barakat. My friend said if I met him, to have him call her, so I was like "Jack! My best friend, Haley, is a big fan and she loves you! Will you call her?" And he's like "SURE!" and so we called her, but she was sleeping. Oh my god, when I told her, SHE WAS SOOOO UPSET! But she's happy that he tried to call her.

Anyways, I also saw Jimmy(I think that's his name) from Every Avenue. He's so hot! lol. And his voice is awesome. They were great live.

But All Time Low is amazing live. Better than being on the record. They sound more amazing live. And look 1000000x better than any picture online. Haha. And Jack gives good hugs. XD

Mayday Parade and The Maine were amazing as well.

I'll upload videos either later tonight or tomorrow after the Hawthorne Heights concert. :D I'm excited for that!

See ya!

♥Laura♥

Hey Hey Hey everyone. What's up? Me? Oh..nothing really, just pretty much about to go crazy on my school. Hate it. Stupid. People need to be more respective, and the teachers need to stop being idiots, and stop yelling at the people who actually want to learn and pay attention.

There's my rant for today. I'm done. Haha. Anyways, I'm sitting here, just trying to match the lyrics with the melody. I'm brain dead. Writers block. Yuck. It sucks big time. >_> But it'll come to me sooner or later. Hopefully now, cause I think I'm gonna sleepi n a bit. I'm tireddd. D:

So today was a sucky day pretty much. Tomorrow won't. :D Leaving around 4 for the concert. Doesn't start till 6:30, but gonna be hella crowded, and gotta get a good standing/moshing place. Haha.

See ya.

Love,

♥Laura♥

^I love that guy. Michell Davis. <333 :D

So anyways. I bet you guys can't guess who I'm seeing on Wednesday!

I'll give you a hint.

OH YOU WERE RIGHT! :D

They are love!

And, And, And! I bet you can't guess who I'm seeing on Friday!

Aw, dang it. You were right again. Guess I'll have to get more creative. Haha.

Now...what is coming out this Friday, that EVERYONE should be excited for.

Yes, once again you guessed it.

I'm so excited!

That's my boyfriend! HAHA! Edward. ♥ haha.

So is anyone else excited for Twilight?! :D

Love,

♥Laura♥

Hey everyone, I'm Laura, and I guess this is my little first entry blog. Haha. There isn't that much to say about me, really. I'm currently in Kentucky. The most boring state ever(in my opinion. been here too long.). I attend a blue ribbion High School. I play guitar and sing in a band. Nah, we aren't famous, but one day we WILL be. XD

Well, I support the cause "Invisible Children". The subject has really touched my heart. About a year ago is when I stumbled acrossed the cause, and ever since I read about it, it made me want to find a way to help. I've started a club with my best friend, Haley, at my school, and right now we are in the process of getting some fun raising started. :D It's exciting, I know!

Well...that's pretty much it. Haha.

Love,

♥Laura♥