Heyyy! I haven't blogged on here in like forever! Just got back to school yesterday from winter break. That was fun, kind of interesting too. It was good to see some of my family that lives out of state that I haven't seen for a while. Also, hung out with some friends from back home, always a good time. I also went shopping a few times and it was fun but I think it also hurt my bank acount. lol. Oh well. Kind of just hung out over break. Got a haircut haha. Came back to Boston yesterday, got some new roommates. Pretty cool. Helped one of them clean out the back room, now that was pretty funny! I'm actually happy to be back here, I liked being at home but I got bored. I kind of missed just going out and walking around with my friends here and just doing whatever. It's so boring in my town, nothing happens, so it's good to be here and have it be more lively? If that makes sense. Umm..I didn't get my schedule so I didn't know any of my classes until the office place opened this morning. It's a pretty awesome schedule! I have one online class that is Mass Media, then College Algebra and Venue Management on Mon. Wed. and Fri. then English on Tues. and Thurs. Not too bad. I just don't like having an 8am math class. Let second semester begin! lol. It's like my worst subject haha. Oh well. It's like so quiet in my dorm since the others have class and I'm done for the day. umm..what else to write? lol..well I think I'll blog again later or something, gonna go get ready to go out with the roomies!

xoxo

Lindsay :)

Hey! How are you guys?!  I'm so glad it's the weekend, I don't know why, but to me this seemed like the longest week ever. And even today seemed like it was the longest day! haha.

Well, before I went home for the weekend, there was a scavenger hunt through school around Boston. It was pretty fun, but so cold! My team had so many funny moments. It was funny. We had to go and take pictures of each dorm on Comm Ave, and get pics with the RAs and stuff then find the oldest bar in Boston. It was hard, but fun.  Hmm..

Then when I was on my way home my friend texted me and he seemed to be in the biggest mood ever! So, my friend Alli gave him the nick name "flipper". It seems to fit him pretty well. He flips over the littlest things. He even can make you feel bad or make you want to not be his friend, or just make your day go downhill. Sometimes you can just ask a simple question and he gets all mad, or you answer a wuestion that he asked and he throws a fit. So, We've been friends for a while and he's a little overprotective I guess. I don't know, he seems to be jealous when ever I talk to a guy or something. We used to go out and I always said I wanted to be with him forever, but I was wrong! I mean, I still care about him as a friend but I guess as you get older people change and so things don't always work out the way you want, but in the end, it's all ok. You figure out that there are better things in life that may take you in different directions and you realize that it really wasn't meant to be. So now when I want to hang out with a guy he gets all defensive and says I shouldn't so I don't whats going on with him, but he won't tell me. I remember the first time we went out, we were both young and stupid (lol) and then we broke up and then he told me he still liked hanging out with me and wanted to hug and kiss me when we hung out, which confused me a bit. Both me and my best friend were upset about it, then got over it. Then a while ago he said he wanted to try again so I decided why not, but then realized I didn't like him that way anymore, I only saw him as a friend and I felt bad for telling him, but I couldn't be with him if there was nothing there. He was mad and "flipped" for a bit, then got over it.

So, I guess what I'm trying to say is that, when something happens, sometimes you wish it would last or stay like that forever, but in reality, you know it won't. You wish you could go back in time and fix whatever went wrong and tell yourself that you will make it through, but we all know you can't.

Wow, this is a pretty long blog! But, I wanted to blog, so I just thought I'd post what was on my mind and what was happening in life right now. Well, I hope everyone has a great and safe weekend!! I'll try to post again this weekend sometime!!!

xox

Lindsay

Hey everyone!! I can't believe Thanksgiving is almost here!! It's exciting. I'm also excited that I get to go home tomorrow for Thanksgiving break! I'm kinda missing some classes on Monday, but I dont have any Tuesday and have one class Wednesday and classes are all done by 12 and we have to be out by 3 Wednesday. Haha. I'll just hand in my work early!

As much as I'm excited, I kind of don't want it to come because that means it's been a year since my friend died in a car accident. I have to go to candle light vigil for her. It's gonna be soo sad. It's hard to believe that people so close to you can be gone just like that. It's sad. It's something that everyone has to go through in life and it's hard.

Anyways, let's see..haha..I just got the new Taylor Swift CD and Kenny Chesney CD. Both are really good! I'm like in love with her songs "Always&Forever" and "White Horse", they are amazinggg! Hmmm..Kenny has some really good songs too. My favorites have to be "Down the Road" and "Nowhere to Go, Nowhere to Be". He puts on a really good show too. I saw him at Country Fest in July when he was at Gillette. Pretty amazing!

Well, I have to get ready for class, so I'll try and blog again later today or tomorrow!

xoxo

Lindsay!

Heyyy! Its been a couple weeks since I last posted. I haven't really had the time to post much this week with school. So, I figured, its Friday and while Im in my dorm doing nothing, why not post?!!

Well, School is going ok, kinda annoying now. Haha. We are getting ready for finals..yikes! It seems like we just had mid terms and they are already preparing us for finals..I guess its college! lol. Its good though since they are all easy classes. And anyone that knows Bay State College, knows that the stairs at 35 are awful!!! Everyone complains about them. They are like 5 steep flights! Not too bad, but it takes some time. Once you hit the fourth floor, as my friend Rob would say, "you can feel yourself drifting to the side and feel you need a break before you fall over the railing." I have even seen some kids stop and sit on the stairs to catch their breath! It's kind of funny in a way, that everyone complains about them and leaves for classes like a half hour early to get there and then take the stairs (since there are no elevators). Once you hit the fifth floor, you feel happy to not have to climb anymore and that you finally made it to your class. Haha.

Anyways, moving on from the deadly stairs, lol. In my Entertainment Business class we are preparing for a charity event that each section is putting on. My section is doing a 90s Holiday Dance. Its pretty fun. We are going to have a Nintendo/Rockband competition in the Student Lounge then in the Business room have all kinds of games and snacks from the 90s. All money we make we are sending to charity, so it should be fun! Hmm, we also had to register for next semester classes. It's awesome to have no morning classes and none on Mondays and Fridays!

I guess I should go and pack some stuff. I get to go home this weekend! lol. Ill probably update this weekend too, or next week!!! Hope everyone has a good weekend!!! :)

xoxo

Lindsay

 Have you ever felt like you could completely trust someone and that they were like your best friend? That you could tell them anything and just knew they wouldn't tell a soul? I thought I did, but, I was wrong.

I had a friend that I thought I could trust with my life and now I realize, I shouldn't have. He ended up lying to me and just acting all weird and that he didn't care, I feel like our whole friendship is gone. It will be hard to just hang out or still be his friend after everything that happened, no matter if he says he will work  hard on the friendship. I don't know if I can trust him anymore, because even if I just ask a question, he just flips out, or he tells his "buddies" what I said. I know he just lost a close friend,and I feel so bad and I want to try and help him out because I've been in that same situation. Feeling like your world is falling apart, I know how it feels. I've lost two friends I was really close to senior year in high school from car accidents, it is something that is really hard to deal with, and I understand it takes a while to get over, but you can't keep pushing away the people that mean something to you, because if you do, most likely you'll be left with no one. At the same time it makes this friendship even harder to work with. I guess it's just hard to believe what he says now because he used to joke about certain things and now all of a sudden he's serious about it all? To me, it doesn't make sense. I don't know, maybe I'm just over thinking this whole thing...

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Lindsay

P.S. since Becca gave a shout out to me in her blog, Heyy Becca!! haha..and it's my brothers birthday today, so Happy Birthday!!! lol.

Hey guys! I'm Lindsay. I want to thank Cassie for asking me to blog!! It's an amazing thing to want to be a part of. To support such great causes, I'm glad I get to be a part of this.

Well, I'm currently in my first year of college in Boston. I'm studying Entertainment Management. It's pretty fun so far. Not too much work....yet. So far, it seems to be going by pretty fast. Mid-terms are already here, it's crazy!

<33 Lindsay :)