7. Whining

Location: Cambridge, England

Weather conditions: Raining

It’s like I never left KL.

Except I did.

My stomach has been clenching a lot recently. According to google, I’m either suffering from anxiety attacks or I’m homesick. I have a feeling I’m both.

Everything is as different as I imagine. Perhaps some of you know what it’s like to move. Except It’s worse than moving house you know, a lot of my stuff are still at home, I just won’t be  going back to it for a long long long time. And I’m not just leaving the house, I’m leaving the country, leaving all its perks and conveniences. Or inconveniences that I’ve gotten used to for nearly 18 years.

I’m pretty sure you can imagine how painful and bereaved it is to leave an empty house all packed up after living in it for a loong time. Now imagine leaving it not empty but plastic covered and half your life under those plastics, knowing you will not see it for years.

I know I’m going on a bit about this. I guess I just need somewhere to vent.

Liz

Gonna go mope now, I’ll be back soon with a further whine and gripe. Sorry.

p.s. No delicious food account today. Or for a long time probably. Not in Malaysia anymore. Unless you want to count in the yucky airplane food. Which was so yucky it must be described as yuckylicious-nauseainducing-splatibopping-food. New word of the day!