"Please Myself By Living My Life..."

Hello all!

It has been a couple of months since I have last blogged.  Life has been stressful to say the least possible.  I am fed up with being lashed out on since each superior of mine has different things in mind for the school's newspaper and yet none of them are willing to compromise with each other so I cannot please anyone.  It is a rather awful situation.  I just want this semester to be over.  

Friends of mine keeping telling me to just please myself then if I cannot satisfy anyone else.  I feel like that is not even possible now since all I am thinking about is trying to find common ground to make my superiors happy.  I wish things were simpler.  I wish I was still a little girl sometimes.  I wish I could go back to being 5-years-old and worrying over if my Barbie had all her accessories.  Looking back on it now, those were pretty good times.

I am not saying I do not enjoy being in college, but it seems as though I am not allowed to be happy or stress-free.  Since I began in August 2008 multiple things have gone wrong, yet somehow I am still managing, yet I feel like I am breaking.  I do not know how much more I can handle.

I want simplicity back!

Well, I needed to vent and I feel slightly better now and I should probably get to bed since I have a busy day ahead of me.

Maybe this quote does hold some truth to it after all:

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." — Marilyn Monroe

Good night everyone!

-Melissa