It's been awhile but im back and im loving life so far. I work full time as a CNA and omg it keeps me busy. I have learned alot from my co-workers about life and the real world. I brought my first car on saturday! a nissan sentra!!! im going day by day... i hoping to go back  to school pretty soon. but yeah thats my catch up lol....

Ok so I GOT A REAL JOB! I'm going to start orientation on monday and I'm so excited. I'm going to be a CNA helping elderly people. yay next step nursing school!

So I took my NC CNA test on Wednesday and I passed.So now I'm a licensed CNA!

So im looking for some relationship advise. I have been with my boyfriend for 7 plus months. I love him to death and I know that hes the one and only one I want. All the puppy love is over, hes here to stay, lol. Well hes 5 years older than me and has been in more relationships then me, well i have been in 3 serious ones, hes been in 4. So, for some reason, im really jealous about 1 of his ex-gf's. Like i dont like any of them, of course, but this one girl im really jealous of bc she lived with him for less than a year. She shared his bed, got to wake up next to him everyday but didn't love him. How in the world can you do that. I guess im jealous bc her living there with him and his dad, oops forgot to put that, made it come to the point were no girl can stay. Well his dad let the rule bend for me once and now I can't spend the nite unless his dad is away. And it sucks. We live bout an hour apart so I have to drive home really tired, or leave early. And i love him, he loves me, so why im i jealous. I'm just curious if anyone has felt the same way or any variations. Also im not promoting sex before marriage, I'm just saying if i love him so much and he loves me then shouldn't i be able to crash on the couch bc im too tired to drive. Or shouldn't i be able to share a bed with him without having sex or anything like that. God I can't wait til im married lol. 

So i quit my first job every today. It felt like a real relief, no more wiping tables or dealing with mean co-workers. Now i just need to find a new one. And I need to get my  skills to helping ppl.

does anyone really know how to get a job. i feel usless sitting at home sending email after email to ppl for a job but no response. hmm... i wonder what ppl with jobs would say? please lend me some help im trying everything.

oh happy earth day! plant a tree and watch it grow.

peace

Well im a CNA student and im in a nursing home doing clinicals. well there are many different ppl that are as sweet as sugar and as cold as ice. today i gave a shower to a lil old lady and just seeing her shiver in the water made me cry. I want to treat everyone well but my examples im receiving from the employees aren't helping. well i hoped one lady walk with her walker to the bathroom, her excitment was that she didn't wet her depends. i never knew what it would fell like the be thanked for such simple actions. my last resident today was a great woman. her husband was so nice and talked her into letting me do her nails. i got so mad bc the staff i hadn't done her nails in weeks and they were gross. well when her husband leaves to let her eat, she cries and yells....she misses him so much. but today she was different. i had done her nails and the nurse combed her hair to were it wasnt tangled and she was on cloud 9. she smiled and waved as my class walked out of the building. well i just wanted to share that something like nail care can cheer someone up.

So my first day at Clinical was interesting. I spent most of the time standing around feeling useless. The patients look bad but are so sweet and kind hearted. I feed a darling old woman who told me about her son and her likening to the mash potatoes. She also liked the yellow pudding and her "milkshake".

Tomorrow we give showers and I have no idea what my patient is like. I just sat her sitting in her bed calling for help well the CNA insured she was fine. Hmm....will i make it. I have been this far so I'm going to graduated no matter what.

So how many hours are we suppose to sleep per night? I have held from 5 hrs to 12 but which one is correct?

why is it that everytime i get online i end up on facebook?....or i check it multiply times in 5 mins?..... i really don't like it bc its so idk just common but i end up addicted to it.....HELP! lol

So im just sitting here looking back on the great weekend i had. friday and saturday rocked with my boo....enjoying pizza and bud light lime and idk something on tv....then honey's for a new meal to try before heading to his mom's to meet the new "guy" who was very nice but i still have my views on the perfect guy for my future mother-in-law ( not excatly engaged yet) but its coming :). now this morning was something else: i woke up at 630 inspecting a call to come in at 8 am instead of the 11 am that i was scheduled to work...........the call never came. so at 1030 i dressed and headed to work to enjoy a lovely 3 hrs of jumping from lobby to behind the counter.....and then driving in the rain to check out my clinical site.....hmm i wonder what the week will bring? in the life section of the paper today...there was an article about jobs that are kinda economy proof....well wouldn't you know that Nursing and Cosmetology are in the top 3!!! now i must think which one to do: take the money and go into nursing or do what i enjoy and start using the shears? btw i cut jason's(the bf) hair and wow i got skills!

so im a cna student but idk if thats what i want to do....like healthcare......idk if i want to spend the rest of my life working in healthcare......i kinda want to do hair and be a hair stylist but idk if thats will bring the money. i want to do something i enjoy and i enjoy making others look pretty but idk... plz help?!?!

So....I find the one and only for me. We both have problems.....with family and friends but with each other we work through them....He really is the only one I love and the one I want to be with for the rest of my life....now im just waiting  for him to get down on one knee and take my hand......

This is my first blog and I'm excited. Luckily i have a great topic that came to me in class today.

I'm a Nursing Assistant student at my local community college. I started out last semster as a biotechnology major, right out of highschool: my bio professor basically crushed my dreams of working in a lab. So I decided to do what would get me and job quickly and get me of my house and lead me into health; I signed up for a CNA class. In North Carolina, at all most every community college you MUST have your CNA licenses to even be considered for enrollment in a Nursing program.

Well now I'm a CNA student and wow what a ride. First my teacher "wasn't coming back" 1/2 way through the lecture section of class. Now my teacher is the program president and today we got a visit from a state inspector. fun! The woman was very unprofesional and rude....she was throwing stones at women with combined 75 plus years of nursing experience! The lady was just not nice...but Thank God I got my skills checked off....!